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July 2015

Do you know who I am?

I am shadows

I am darkness

I am sadness

I am hate

I am the worst kind of monster

do you know who I am?

do you know what I am capable of?

do you know how many people I have murdered?

do you know how scared you should be?

I’ve lost count of how many people I have killed

I’ve lost count of how many people I have left feeling useless

I’ve lost count of how many people I have left crying

I’ve lost count of how many people I have left feeling so alone

Do you know who I am?


A post for every single one of you amazing people :)

hey guys, so I haven’t been blogging heck I haven’t even looked at other peoples blogs or logged on for like a week now mainly because I have been very busy bluh anyways I finally got back on today and I saw quite a few posts from various people about terrible things that have been happening like really upsetting things and I don’t know if any of you will even glance at this but if you do I just wanted to say:

you are amazing

you are funny

you might be going through something really rough right now but I believe you are a strong person and you can make it through because you shouldn’t let this one point in your life be the end someday you’ll look back at this and guess what it probably won’t even matter 🙂

you are a beautiful individual or if you’re a guy you are a handsome individual

you have an amazing personality

you are perfect just the way you are please don’t try to change who you are because there will never be another you 🙂

you are kind

you are sweet

you are wonderful

there are so many nice things I could say about all of you but I can’t type out every little thing that would take such a long time!!! I just want you to know that you are amazingables cause that’s totally a word 😉

love you all to bits 🙂 and I wish I could fix all your problems for all of you amazing people but I can’t *sigh* what I do know is that it’s really never about the destination it’s about the journey it’s about going through all of this stuff to get to where we want to be as people it’s hard it’s really hard but you’ve just go to do it 🙂

somedays it’s kinda just like: funny-lazy-girl-laying-ground

but that’s is ok to be sad don’t feel like it means your a terrible person because you’re not…I have suffered from depression in the past and it kinda sucks some days you just wanna stay in bed all day and never get up. It’s not like I know everything… I don’t think anybody does but what I do know is that all of you are amazing and if you’re feeling sad I am always here to listen because you are all very special to me!!! 🙂

So with that I am going to end this post I love you all 🙂

a poem for you friend..

friend why did you have to go

friend why’d you leave

friend why did you die

friend you’ve finally made me cry

friend I miss you every day

friend I wish I had picked up your call

friend maybe if I wouldn’t of taken you for granted

friend maybe if I would’ve been there for you

friend I feel so alone now that you are gone

friend I feel so numb

friend I feel so useless

friend I do not want to be afraid

friend my tears are dripping sore

friend my dark side is becoming my only side

friend my mind is a scary place to go lately

friend my head is swirling with dark thoughts and I couldn’t miss you more

friend I do not want to die inside just to breathe

friend I do not want to be all alone

friend I do not want to feel so numb

friend you are gone

Liebster award

Here are the rules I need to follow:

-Thank the person who nominated you

-Answer the questions the nominator gave you

Let’s start with thanking, that’s important

I first want to start with thanking my nominee:

@quietalison  ok well um thanks…even though I do not deserve a single award hahahaha

here are the question’s I’ve got to answer I guess haha:

1.What is your proudest moment?
I think that my proudest moment was when I performed a whole song by myself a cappella in front of my entire choir class and didn’t mess up because I have stage fright a little bit

2.What is your favourite colour?

my fav color would have to be mint blue heck my whole room is painted that color bruh

3.If you could be any fruit who would you be and why?

a banana cause it’s the most perverted one 😉 lol jk um I guess a clementine cause they’re sweet

4. Which way do you smile 🙂 or (:?

depends really

5. Favourite animal and why?

panda bears because they are feckin majestic

6. What do you like about blogging?

I like that the whole community is very accepting of you, no matter how much of a goofball you might be

7. You’re at a cafe what drink would you buy?

hmmm….a pumpkin spice latte cause…I can XD and I’m feeling that vibe

8. What makes you laugh?

like everything, I’m not joking I laugh very very easily lol

9. What do you find beautiful?

anyone who stands up for someone who is being hurt because you can look pretty on the outside but I don’t care if you’re a horrible person!!! In fact if all you care about is looks you’re shallow just don’t even talk to me XD

10. What is your favourite quote?

“I am the author of my own life unfortunately I am writing with a pen so I cannot erase all the mistakes I’ve made”

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