You guys I’m in such a mess. I’ve been fucking around with a 29 year old and I think I like him, no I do like a lot.  That’s illegal and apparently “morally wrong” in some people’s views. It’s weird because he makes me feel safe and we do all this stupid shit lowkey I’m hungover rn writing this. And I know I’m stupid for thinking this is ok, but I wish it was legally ok. It’s as stupid as I know deep down it is, but he makes me feel special I guess. 

I’ve been smoking again(just cigarettes) but last night he lowkey offered me weed and I was legit too scared to try that stuff but oml. 

My life is an utter wreck. Lmao what’s new.